有什么东西可以让我不要去想那些有没有的东西？

最近到我。。变了很多。。

我的心态越来越。。

一直想着要怎样。。怎样。。。

我不要这样，我不要变成这样。。

我不喜欢这样的自己！！

小叮当啊，你来救救我啊啊啊啊啊啊！！

我真的需要一些能让我开心的东西。。。

句号还是问号？？

我真的不懂。。

之前已经很下心了。。

到底要句号还是问号？？

心很乱。。。不知怎么办。。

到今天。。

已经28天了。。

开始真的很不习惯。。

现在一个人了。。

以前去哪里做什么都是有你们在。。

真的真的很怀念。。

但是有什么用。。

都已经是过去了。。

很感谢你们给过我一段开心的回忆。。

也感谢这样的伤害了我一次又一次。。

这段期间，有想过想过要和你们讲话。。

但不知道要怎样开始。。

一想到那些东西，我又气，又不要说了。。

真的很挣扎。。

我在这里的人生真的是很可悲，而不是可怜！！

人生不如意十之八九

人生不如意十之八九

这句话，真的可以表达我现在的处境。。

现在在这里的生活。。一团糟。。

我真的很不喜欢。。

和我向往的读书生涯。。完全都不一样的。。。

我相信的人。。一次又一次的伤害我。。

不要再相信了，相信自己最好。。

我真的摸不透了。谁可以相信，谁不可以相信。。

My recently photo

Sooann Convo

Well..congratulation to her..

I wan hired by her to be her photographer of the big day :D

At AIMST,Bedong..

This is my 2nd job as photographer...nw i m getting more job of photographer for next year..good start for me :)

My production :D

please leave any comment bout it ..apperciate it

Finally,my turn..but dunno when is my turn XD

So,if u wan hire me as ur photographer druing ur convo or any event,plz drop me a msg ..thx

My Photography

erm..last few post keep posted my feeling..

totally ignored my photography XD

Dun worry ,i will upload soon..

Hope my skill can up to higher level..

Of course most important is..

Hope u all love my photograohy:D

放．．

差不多该放开了．．

继续追逐我的理想：）

小人请远离我！！！

haiz..

Nw i m really feel depressed ...

sad...

My heart is totally broken now..

I m still thinking to do something stupid...really stupid..

Because I dont hav such courage to do that..

They are not worth for me to do that..NOT At All!!!

I will try to get used to it the day without them...

Deleting is ongoing

Is my pressure to know u all,but is a BIG MISTAKE to let me so trust ...

I will keep moving ,

My life still will continue ..

I will learn more during my study life,not like always hang out and spending money without learning nothing..

I wan fully maximum my time ..

Anyway,thx for being bring me some happy memorise and aso bad bad bad sad memorise..

If really can..

I really hope everything will back to normal and the pass..

i wil choose another way..

To some people..

Please lah,please take off your mask when making friends and talking...

U can treat me like hollowman,but please respect me,,I m still a HUMAN,not urs TOY!!

Please...求..

老天爷啊。。我到底做错了什么！！！

为什么要这样折磨我，给我这样的生活啊。。

如果可以选择，我不要留在这里了，宁愿过以前的生活。。

还不都是为了一张文品。。

请不要再这样对我了，我快要顶不住了。。。

是不是我在你们心目中已经什么都不是了，不是一部分了？？

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊。。。。。。

现在是330am...我还不能入睡..

本来睡了，但是一点多久突然起来..

糟糕，520am还要爬起来做工 T_T

不能睡，突然就想起了很久没有update我的部落格了..

这个学期要怎样说了？？

要终考了，但我还没读完一个科目..

有一些东西一直骚扰着我，不能完全专注...

很多东西，都不像以前那样了..

一些东西看起来还是一样，但是内以不一样，就像人心...

人心难测啊...表面和你这样，但是内心却想得不一样，往往表现出来的也和说的有所出入...

但又能怎样呢？就只好交给天来注定了..

一切或许是注定了，安排好了??听天由命吧..

现在打着雷，也响起了我的很多回忆和感触...

回忆能回到以前那样多好

回忆以前开心的日子

回忆以前一起笑一起疯的日子

回忆以前的一切一切

人总是要往前走的对吧？

不要停留，要朝着前面冲！！

回忆只能成为人生中一点点的装饰

曾经想过..

当初要是没来这里，我接下来的生活会是怎样？

一样的打着同一份工？

到别处去发展？

还是.....很多的可能性...

我没后悔来到这里...

我认识了她,让我接触了到她和爱上了她...

当然也是有不开心的日子..

在这里，人以人的相处很复杂，或是代沟？是不是年龄上差距的问题？

我不知道..

真的不知道...

有时候真的不知道要如何面对和沟通...

想法都不一样...

一些生活上的小细节都会很介意...甚至语言...

现在说话都要三思而后行了...

一旦错了，在他们的心目中就不一样的想法了，甚至避开你，排挤你..

所以说呢，这里的确是一个考验...

认识了很多人，很多不一样性格的人..

有很健谈的，开朗的，认真的，多好多糟糕的都有

一种米养百种人..

前一阵子的我脾气很不好，很介意很多东西....

现在想了想，干嘛要介意那样多？

自己在那边发闷气，

得到什么？

现在呢想专注当初的目标就好了....

干嘛要去管那些有没的东西和人呢？人家都不管了,浪费时间和力气..

要为自己的未来想想...

现在的只是我成长的一部分...

来这里的确磨练了我..

不管是人际关系，处事方面，如何去面对不同的人...

让我知道那些东西值得去珍惜和放弃...

好了，不写了..

有点睡意了...

晚安~

p/s:以上说些的是我自己的感想，如有什么造成不愈快的，说声不好意思..

如果你还是不接受或不满意 ，那么请你自己离开，以后最好不要来看..

因为，这是我的部落格！！我要写什么要你管，我爽就好了 :D

Shooting with Javy & eelyn

Another shooting with Javy and Eelyn at Botanical & Batu Ferringi~

Society Registration Week and photo selling.

We are intake bout 77 new members to society..this year members more than last year..]
We hit 40 members in 1st day..never expected that much ppl will join.good news for us :D
Same as our photo selling..we sold bout around 600 photo ..a good sale and good job to every ppl that help in this event:D
Well done..
And Welcome to Photographic Society..

Welcome juniors to TARC~

Finally is the orientation week..
So,PhotograpicSociety has be the photographer for the whole week..
This year's student more than last year bout few hundred,quite scary=.=
We snap lots of photo..
Wan to see more.plz go to our society fb to hav a look:D
Well done and all the best to u all,juniors`

Sem 4~

Well..after a long break...
Finally sem4 is coming,same as my 2nd year diploma..
During holiday.,quite relax and had fun..
hang out with friends..like jogging at Youth Park.trip to gunung Jerai,working as Canon promoter,Alor Star trip.. ..


Anyway..I LOVE HOLIDAY :D
Huray~

Holiday lor~

Finally exam finish~yeah...holiday now..
AFter exam,me,hoo and eelyn went to Youth Park for jogging..
Wow,i m so great=.=jz slept bout 3 hours and still can came for jogging after exam..:D
Nw at home..
Everyday wait my mum cook ho liao..eat liao den on9..den sleep..almost like a pig liao
What a holiday~



Gunung Jerai..




Alor Star Paddy

Happy Birthday Song~my birthday^^

Yes,my birthday jz past 3 days ago..(13/4)also Dennis & Ice Lee's birthday too..
happy birthday guys~
had a great night with my gangs..
very happy and gam dong when they sing the birthday song with a small cake :D
thanks to u all~
This video is my dearest roomate for me ..
so cute and very fun..

Beach Shoot !!

Erm...this time we try beach shoot with sunset...of course using the light^^
anyway,i fall in love with this album..coz when the photo comes out...WOW!!
Lets go~

my funny shoot:D

erm..i reli like to snap photo..
But i aso like to snap photo by ppl..for my memory when i still young,haha

here is some photo of mine

studio shooting

I think 1 day 24 hours is not enough for me,hehe
coz nw more works come to me...
Do lots pratice for coming orientation week n oddesy night.
Tis week do a studio shooting with Stephy..







more photo go to my facebook ,hehe:D

popi popi

suddenly received a news..
my house's dog-黑白。。
sick seriously..cant eat...cant walk at all..
getting thin & thin in tis few days..
very worried & sad..
mayb is her last week..
Reli hope she can recover..
U n us oledy 2gether more than 10 years liao...
so aso wan to c us growing up n get married d right?
Plz...recover..

Gongratulation~

Gongratz to our WU FENG for being in top 30 of maguscity photo competition..
Bravo *clap clap clap*
ervery1 plz go to vote him if u like:D
Here is t link..
His number is BKPC246
http://www.maguscity.com/merchant_index.asp?pageid=59
thanks a lot~

Photoshooting with Stephy

hehe..here comes again..Stephy..
More photo jz go my facebook..thanks^^
Haren & Stephy reli do a great job*clap clap clap*

Photoshooting with Haren

Here it is...
more photo plz go to my facebook to hav a look..
Any comment are welcome~dun kacau 1 de=.=

tired & sun burn=.=

erm...jz back from photoshooting with Haren..
At Teluk Bahang,start from 1 pm untill 7pm..
quit fun but tired..
in t end,we all got sun burn~
2morow still hav another shooting..
I will upload photo soon..
hope 2morrow will get nice photo too^^

yuu huu~

2day quit upset..something happend..
but nevermind,i will jz ignore it...jz angry awhile:D
Finally 2morow is my photoshooting days from Saturday to Sunday...2 days
Models shooting..
Planned tis outing for quit long time..My brain almost exploded,but finally setteled it^^
Hope i will get some nice & 'WoW' photo..
2nite still nid do some reaserch n homework bout model's posing n so on...
Haiz...
gambateh to me,+u +u...

aloha..2nd blogspot

halo everyone...
my last blogspot will b set as private,jz for my diary as well~
tis blogspot i will post & share more about my works ...
hope u all will enjoy and like it..

huray to photography~

thx^^